Do I changed?emm..

do i truly changed???actually this has been a question for myself too. since my arrival from malaysia many people    seemed to start to feel this. i realized n believed what becomes the most visible change of me have must been my smoking habit today. okay, i drink too -,- i think i should agree with an controversial old quote says that "job training changes everything" hahaha.Ok guys, i know some of u must be disappointed at me today. i know it's not good for me.u dont have to tell me about that, i'm adult enough to realize it. i have some reasons to each decision i make. lemme tell u, i'm just curios for something i never did it before.i just wanna feel other life style exists in a community. actually there's one person who always makes me feel regret all these things.yes, its you Mom.forgive your this bad son.sorry if i had disappointed u. but u should trust me that i will never go exceed the limit line. ok its enough for sad scene :D so guys the conclusion is just lemme enjoy my young ages. i simply want to color my life and am making a history of my life so i have something to share with my friends in future hahaha. may God bless me.